So we had a talk. And I made it clear how I felt. She explained why things were the way they were. I really want to understand, but I don’t. And I don’t think I ever will, even though I’ll give it a shot. The way I see it, I’m the only one pushing. And while I will fight, I won’t fight for anything unworthy of being fought for. I have finally gotten to the point where I acknowledge she has so much power over me, and Its a bad thing. Because this is the same prelude to the end of all my relationships. I hope it’s different this time..

Anyway, back to the gym on Monday. There’s this thrill I love about starting all over again. There are some parts of my body that has to be in sync with the rest of my body. My lower back, shoulder, neck and calf. They all have to be the same proportion or close. Also, I and my business partner are done testing this damn app. Seems like it’s working. Thank heavens. Things seem to be aligning. But if there’s one thing I’ve learnt in the past couple of days, it’s that everything will pass. Happy or sad experiences. It’s not advisable to dwell in the experiences. So I acknowledge this small win, but there’s more to do.